Occasionally, I’ll wake up and its like the weight of the world has collapsed upon me.
There’s not really an explanation for it. Life is just as good as it was the day before. But its like that drive that is normally there, the drive that gets me out of bed, to work, or school, or where ever I need to be, is absent. I’m not tired, but I want to do absolutely nothing. But even doing nothing is too much. I can’t sleep, or watch tv, or read. None of those things bring me joy. It’s even kinda labored trying to breathe.
I don’t know if I have an imbalance or what the deal is, but it happens every two months or so. Sometimes for a day, sometimes for a week. It eventually gets better, but I don’t understand why or how it happens.
Any doctors out there that can diagnose me?